One year ago, our world came crashing down around us with one phone call. One year ago, I experienced heartbreak and sorrow like I never have before. One year ago, I learned what it was like to support your spouse through unimaginable pain. One year ago , we had to tell our kids that their incredible uncle was now watching over them from above. One year ago, I discovered that I hated the phrase "I'm sorry for your loss.". One year ago , I realized that my emotions come in all consuming waves at times I least expect it. One year ago, I had to talk myself into believing it was true. One year ago, I "what if'ed " and "if only" and "why'd" myself crazy. One year ago, I didn't know how things would be in a year . One year later, the hole in our lives is still ever present, but there is healing . One year later, I am so happy to see how easily we talk about Verd . One year later, we are remembering...we are reminiscing...we are l